I try to be a good girl, but to the people I hurt or constantly call on for help on my many issues... I'm really not a nice person at all. I call myself hypersexual but i'm really just a whore. And I always will be really until I figure out that a dick won't fill the hollowness inside me. But until then... if you like a superficial, immature, sociopathic emo whore... I'm your girl.
My Eternal Dilemma...
being a lost soul that's always tormented by the fact that i'm such a slut even though my behavior says I want to be a slut. I've tried to kill myself but i'm too stupid to figure out that I really don't have anything to be so bloody miserable about. Basically, i'm a cry baby that just wants any attention and will do anything to get it. Plus, I can't keep it in my pants. And throughout all of this, I try to write, but I'm really unoriginal.