I reali cant believe your gone josh its so hard 2 try and under stand why.. but only god knows that! I think about you every day and miss you soo much its unreal, I keep thinkin 2 myself that your jst guna walk pass me or sumfin bt it never happens :( Bt i know deep dwn inside that your here with me all tha time, jst because i cant see you doesnt mean you are not reali ther! I cry for you all tha tym i would give anything 2 see you jst one more time! Atleast now i know ur safe and no harm can ev