In my own words im here 2 hopefully find male friends wiv an option 2 maybe more!!!
My Worst Day... when i came home to an answer phone message on my phone to hear ashleys voice for the last time.... he was at his witts end and scared he just said i love u derek! and then i rang him loads no answer i was worried 2 hours later got a phone call of matthew who was our close friend to tell me ash had taken his own life was found face down with a cucumber stuck up his arse! we still dont know wot happend to him to this day it pains me till this day and haunts me i dont thin