| 2 entries |   |   |    |    |    |  | weekend from hell |  wrote  |    |  | I have had a weekend from hell as my mom got rushed to hospital friday night and was half an hour from dying!!! God its shit me up xxx |    |    |    |  | Reflecting on my life |  wrote  |    |  | The past month has been a traumatic time for me with lots of downs and a few ups. But i never thought i would get to the point where i would consider taking my own life, i thought that i couldnt take the pain any more and blamed myself for things which in the end i had no control over when i was 15. But then had more shit from my ex and he made me feel guilty from walking away from my marriage which is when i hit rock bottom and wanted to hurt myself and i hate him for making me feel like that |    |    |    |  | 2 entries |   |   |  
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