In my own words Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blowtorch burning I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep I promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now, I'm in too deep; there's no way out This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train, never going back Wrong way on a one-way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile? Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded? Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just a-drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train
And everything seems cut and dried, Day and night, earth and sky, Somehow I just don't believe it